last weekend i went to st. louis. it was so wonderful-and sad when it ended. what a fun group it was; we wandered from coffee shop to restaurant to some other funky little shop and back to court's apartment. it was good hangout and reunion time. i got to see jara, who i haven't seen in a year. i didn't feel like it, though. and it was so fun to celebrate courtney's birthday and just be with her again. and the road trip was fun. good times.
i'm working ten days in a row. i'm almost halfway through. i think once i'm through the weekend it's all down hill. come on, monday morning.
i'm trying to decide what to do with myself. it's really hard. the coffee shop life is becoming more monotonous than anything else. i feel like i have nothing compelling me. or maybe i do, i just am not finding things that fit what i want. this is a strange time in life. i feel stagnant, but also not. what should i be doing with my time? what could i have done differently today? am i being selfish with my time? i think i am to an extent. but it's so hard to do things alone. i'm overwhlemed by time and opportunity right now. and lack of direction. i guess it could be worse :)
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you could always come back to brazil... =) just a thought. i'm headed to the beach today - and it's gorgeously sunny.
but it's good to be back. feels right, and all that stuff. glad you had fun in st. louis. (so it was right about now a year ago that ya'll were having the time of your lives at Kairos Kamp...) and i still cringe and feel bad. (is there anything i can do to make it up to you?) maybe if you come back to rio, i can paint your place. or buy you a hammock. =) be good low-ra.
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